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tHeir [12.Insanity.100T] by conspir, literature

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tHeir [12.Insanity.100T]

Hail down my every thought To anonymous priders Who chain my every breath To theirs Who make me theirs to lock And keep away for a rainy day Who take me underwing And guide me Through my forced life Taking my unrestricted hope A gentle rag And tearing away my heed Replaced With unbearable pain But I will tape myself back together And I will bear the mark I'm given Ignoring the grief I've lived And ignoring them For I am vulnerable And fragile And exposed But I am still a worn whole At the bottom of a cracking boot And I am still a breathing rag Blessed With insanity

Phantasmagoria by conspir, literature

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Phantasmagoria

White lights bled through the thin layer of skin over my eyes as I began to waken and my lashes slowly fluttered open. The sound of intricate machines floated around and seemed to have absorbed into silence; their presence never missing. My eyes scanned the pallid walls of the vacant room as far as they could see; a brace around my neck prevented me from moving my head too far left or right. To the left, I could see a large computer-like machine staring down at me, his eyes a wide, colorless screen and his fingers woven through my nose and lungs, making my chest rise and fall unconsciously. Is this thing breathing in me? I could look

Young Boy by conspir, literature

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Young Boy

Once was a young boy, lived three nights ago Crept out of his bed, and climbed through the window. Stepped onto the rooftop, looked pleasurably down But regretted his last step as he hit the ground. Soon sand absorbed him, the dust clouds aware And so left his consciousness, stayed guilt that he bared. Plagued by the darkness; blinded by sun Satan smirked down and had known he had won. Aye! His young tears have shed Threatened by sorrow, tomorrow has fled. And cried out his sister, the only he loved The young boy peered down from the Hells above. The scars of the innocent skin of the sinned Are burnt into ashes and uplifted by wind. For th

Stay by conspir, literature

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Stay

Verse 1:Today I'm gonna go out and play In the rain With my bar of soap and Wash away the pain And tears I shed so long and fear that I might Lose my self control What's even left to hold? Refrain: So I'll man up and wash away the water I'll step outta the thunder And into the sun shower Where dreams can fly and I feel empowered And I can run away To see another sunny day Where I'm the hunter not the prey And stay Verse 2: Today I'm gonna go out and play In the rain With my bleach soaked towel and Dry away the pain And tears I've shed so long and fear that I might Lose my self control 'Cause nothing glittering's gold Refrain: So I'll m

What Has Welcomed Thee by conspir, literature

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What Has Welcomed Thee

For the voice in my head Has gone faint I have no memory And no complaints Nobody else can grasp where I'm gazing Nowhere to bask and I'm trapped in my blazing And I'm caught in rebellion What is this hell I'm living in? I thought that the light would let me live But it seems the flames had nothing to give And the smoke has allied with all my fire And awakened the beast that lived inside Embracing darkness has had its faults But nothing campares to a litten insults And as the night has welcomed thee The starkness has empowered me I've come to love the "god damned" dark And light will learn to starve

Song-A-Week Songwriter's Challenge by conspir, literature

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Song-A-Week Songwriter's Challenge

1. A Welcoming Song 2. Using the Word "Towel" 3. A Song of Colors 4. What are you doing? 5. My Weakness 6. Using the Word "Cake" 7. A Love Song 8. The Monster Under Your Bed 9. A Song To Your Future Self 10. Using The Word "Cover" 11. Flying 12. Lucky Shoes 13. A Song About The Circus 14. The Jokes On You 15. Falling Asleep 16. Using the Word "Grass" 17. "I'm Ready" 18. Tasty Treats 19. "I Love Mom" 20. A Happy Song 21. Yesterday 22. Building Blocks 23. Space 24. "A Joyous Ode" 25. "You are my son, and the one true king." 26. Using the Word "Wire" 27. Dangerous 28. Using the Word "Sun" 29. Using the Word "Moon" 30. A Sea Song 31. What time is

Memories [11.Memory.100T] by conspir, literature

Breathe Again [10.Breathe Again.100T] by conspir, literature

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Breathe Again [10.Breathe Again.100T]

Take a break from me If you can't bear the lies I lock inside If you can't shatter glass I'll travel fast So you can see what I've become Where I'm from And where you'll find me Persecute the prosecutor Challenge all the truth I speak From the blood I've bled until I finally can See the hint of gold In all that glitters And I can Breathe again Holding onto hope To understand what I must do For me to Shatter all the glass I'll be fast for you So I can too See what I've become And where I've found you Defend all the defenses And challenge all the lies I tell From the skin I've shed until I finally can See that hint of gold In a thousand piec

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tHeir [12.Insanity.100T] by conspir, literature

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tHeir [12.Insanity.100T]

Hail down my every thought To anonymous priders Who chain my every breath To theirs Who make me theirs to lock And keep away for a rainy day Who take me underwing And guide me Through my forced life Taking my unrestricted hope A gentle rag And tearing away my heed Replaced With unbearable pain But I will tape myself back together And I will bear the mark I'm given Ignoring the grief I've lived And ignoring them For I am vulnerable And fragile And exposed But I am still a worn whole At the bottom of a cracking boot And I am still a breathing rag Blessed With insanity

Phantasmagoria by conspir, literature

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Phantasmagoria

White lights bled through the thin layer of skin over my eyes as I began to waken and my lashes slowly fluttered open. The sound of intricate machines floated around and seemed to have absorbed into silence; their presence never missing. My eyes scanned the pallid walls of the vacant room as far as they could see; a brace around my neck prevented me from moving my head too far left or right. To the left, I could see a large computer-like machine staring down at me, his eyes a wide, colorless screen and his fingers woven through my nose and lungs, making my chest rise and fall unconsciously. Is this thing breathing in me? I could look

Young Boy by conspir, literature

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Young Boy

Once was a young boy, lived three nights ago Crept out of his bed, and climbed through the window. Stepped onto the rooftop, looked pleasurably down But regretted his last step as he hit the ground. Soon sand absorbed him, the dust clouds aware And so left his consciousness, stayed guilt that he bared. Plagued by the darkness; blinded by sun Satan smirked down and had known he had won. Aye! His young tears have shed Threatened by sorrow, tomorrow has fled. And cried out his sister, the only he loved The young boy peered down from the Hells above. The scars of the innocent skin of the sinned Are burnt into ashes and uplifted by wind. For th

Stay by conspir, literature

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Stay

Verse 1:Today I'm gonna go out and play In the rain With my bar of soap and Wash away the pain And tears I shed so long and fear that I might Lose my self control What's even left to hold? Refrain: So I'll man up and wash away the water I'll step outta the thunder And into the sun shower Where dreams can fly and I feel empowered And I can run away To see another sunny day Where I'm the hunter not the prey And stay Verse 2: Today I'm gonna go out and play In the rain With my bleach soaked towel and Dry away the pain And tears I've shed so long and fear that I might Lose my self control 'Cause nothing glittering's gold Refrain: So I'll m

What Has Welcomed Thee by conspir, literature

Literature

What Has Welcomed Thee

For the voice in my head Has gone faint I have no memory And no complaints Nobody else can grasp where I'm gazing Nowhere to bask and I'm trapped in my blazing And I'm caught in rebellion What is this hell I'm living in? I thought that the light would let me live But it seems the flames had nothing to give And the smoke has allied with all my fire And awakened the beast that lived inside Embracing darkness has had its faults But nothing campares to a litten insults And as the night has welcomed thee The starkness has empowered me I've come to love the "god damned" dark And light will learn to starve

Memories [11.Memory.100T] by conspir, literature

Breathe Again [10.Breathe Again.100T] by conspir, literature

Literature

Breathe Again [10.Breathe Again.100T]

Take a break from me If you can't bear the lies I lock inside If you can't shatter glass I'll travel fast So you can see what I've become Where I'm from And where you'll find me Persecute the prosecutor Challenge all the truth I speak From the blood I've bled until I finally can See the hint of gold In all that glitters And I can Breathe again Holding onto hope To understand what I must do For me to Shatter all the glass I'll be fast for you So I can too See what I've become And where I've found you Defend all the defenses And challenge all the lies I tell From the skin I've shed until I finally can See that hint of gold In a thousand piec